the teacher is doing a masters in fine arts
she showed us her studio and spoke of e.e cummings,
the closed system, words, the non-linear method of reading, letters in suspension,
and indeterminacy amongst other things.
i felt genuinely interested, genuinely stimulated.
i would love to have a mentor right now.
the other day i saw this book and knew i had to get,
it found a way to creep into my consciousness for the next few days.
i got it today and boy am i glad.
when the material speaks to you in such a specific and intimate way,
you feel as if someone knows, someone gets it, someone understands.
its a profoundly magical feeling.
a friend suggested doing psychology with her in university
i would love to pursue smtg academic again
but then again, i would also like to do smtg totally open and free like fine arts,
a pretty grandoise thought, but yeah its interesting, no?
i dont even think i will end up doing any of these anyway.
c agrees i am a fucktard.
i enjoy being one sometimes.
i feel like an idiot, or maybe i ACTUALLY enjoy that feeling sometimes??
opps...
yes, i m warped.
these days, i m becoming very vocal about my thoughts.
its a little startling but refreshing i guess.
i think we really hurl some nasty, albeit funny stuff at each other these days in class.
its great.
throw me some wholesome shit any day.
shall leave u with-
U E
S
an
d AB
USE
(chanelling some e.e cummings here, lol)
sit on that.
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