"And that, in the end, is all I want to do. Use my resources, and just have fun with dressing. Weirdly enough, it's when people anywhere-outside, in school, online-don't understand my outfits or style that motivates me to just be stranger. Not that I think I'm Bob Dylan or some type of ENIGMATIC ARTISTE or an artist at all, but this refusal of others to try and understand why somebody dresses a certain way (for which the real reasons are, in the end, nothing complex) just makes me want to dress more obnoxiously. Be more difficult to understand, more over their heads.
Or, I'm a malicious and spiteful teenager!
But really, I love it when I love my outfit and I walk from class to class and feel like I'm practically floating. My head is bobbing around like Bjork's when she walked for Jean Paul Gaultier and I just feel very confident in myself, not because I think other people will like my outfit but just because I do. And maybe even because I know other people won't like it because it isolates me and I can be in my own world for a bit. And it makes me feel good, and being creative makes me feel good.
And I think that is all I really want to do, and have ever wanted to do. The idea of being a mad eccentric who is constantly slipping into different skins is so appealing to me. I started this blog because I wanted to explore my style. Now I have more of an idea of what it is and will just continue to try and apply it every day."
its sad we have to sometimes reassure our convictions through others.
in this instance, its a 13 year old girl.
at an age most of us were simply downright clueless, about almost everything for that matter,
this kid's already a vision.
more power to her, i say.
and to those stupid trendmongers or self-delusioned fashionistas, you should feel quite ashamed of yourselves.
and to those stupid trendmongers or self-delusioned fashionistas, you should feel quite ashamed of yourselves.
shall leave you with some pics i like->
later!
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