smooth as silk

i am doing everything i shouldn't be doing now.

oh, how i delight in that~ as always.

this song is making my night very much better, albeit the idleness and distraction.

i still haven't got down to that little assignment due, erm, today. Wondrous!

i can't be moved to write, not even remotely stirred. i guess the only form of motivation is the hours slowly ticking away and me slowly feeling the anxiety in my blood and panic in my heart.

by now, i should know this is the only way i know how to operate.

good thursday!