feelin like a stale biscuit

i can't even keep track of how many times i've been sick this year. i'd rather not tho.
i am sucha weakling, srsly. i didnt realise the frequency till a friend mentioned.
omgggg its been four days? nose blocked, ears clogged, throat feels like death, voice semi-lost, head alternating btw lightheadedness and weighing like a ton. hell.

but actually, its not that bad, i sometimes revel in the delight of feeling absolutely sedentary. and since i am sick, that is reason enough to completely rid myself of doing anything.(even tho i could if i really wanted to) so i managed to read a book, and re-read a book and embark on re-reading another book. and last night was nice that it rained the whole night. but those mozzies just have a way of driving me insane on a whole new level.

and for fear of my room being a cesspit of allergens, mozzies and what-have-you, mum had to order a full-blown extermination of sorts, with me still resisting in my sicky state and saying i'll do it myself. glad she did tho, due time it was, for i would have never done it. heh

fuckkk, i am gettin restless and this week is crucial i stay mobile and sane.
that's all i am askin..