The lack of posts is the indication of a lack of any activity recently, just dreary days melting into one another, and a whole lot of restless thoughts- the usuals about life, love, being somebody or nobody, friends and blah...school is set to commence in little more than a week's time and despite a certain amount of excitement comes some fear attached... okay this fear may sound stupid, but alot stems from the apprehension of impending IT related stuff..cos i think i have some sort of IT phobia..and a growing one at that. haa..i know, kinda what you would least be concerned about huh.. a while ago, i even borrowed some photoshop guidebook from the library but have yet to flip a page..haha..it was a bid to make me feel better and i'd better get down to it real soon..sigh.
Caught two movies recently- Red Cliff the other day and i didnt realise there was a sequel until the words 'to be continued' flashed at the very end, felt a tad cheated i must say..
and just today, i caught The Dark Knight and i have to admit heath played the part brilliantly. ahh..what a pity, hes a hottie. and then j and i talked over dinner and tea and honestly, i do admire her sometimes because her maturity of thought is quite beyond her age..as she recounted her one true love, i could only imagine a sixteen year-old have so much to bear on her shoulders.. as always, we spoke about my favourite subject(haa), elites in my family(and how it scares me), people, and of future plans.
Well, the future is one of my least favourite topics to be honest. i realise how vaguely i think about it sometimes and how i delibrately choose not to think about it. For one, i think that if we are already uncertain about the now, what good is there to ponder about the subsequent since all that it adds would just be unnecessary perimeters and pressure on ourselves.
this line i heard from the movie suddenly occured to me, of harvey flipping the coin and saying that chance is the best bet since it is unbiased.
To chance we toast!
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