yesterday was probably one of the longest and most productive days ever..its amazing how i can always always squirm my way through assessment and have most works completed, altho not very good, even when i leave it right down to the lastest of moments..Despite telling myself repeatedly after every assessment to not repeat the same shit, its feels almost immoral if i start early...yeah, i use that word-thats how bad it is, the last minute procrastination syndrome i suffer from which has now become a perfectly normal affair..sigh.. and so i officially did all of my 10 textile samples & editorial work from 4am to 2pm yesterday..my god, it seems that with every assessment i m constantly pushing the boundries of doing max work in min time..i think i m subconsciously playing some sort of game with myself, competing against time and testing my level of endurance and composure under tight situations-a lame game at that..haa.....its really bad...and i was late for the assessment, but luckily there were no teachers there, so heng..
some mad episode there..and even if its just for consolation's sake, i tell myself-next term, no more of such nonsense:)
just back from lunch w the fam and stuffed as hell, then its to some gig in the park later w the girls and celine's bday party after..lookin forward but i sense an impending fever but hopefully that intuition is wrong.
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