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i feel like my body just went to war.

in a way, its a good thing, it makes you feel worked.

my future hung by a thread this morning

i have never felt this vulnerable.

i have a real issue with time. period.

tomorrow is the bomb.

we shall see.

i heart eugene hutz

i cant help it. i just told myself i need to move that ass, but....


(skip the first min or so cos he is speakin russian or smtg)

this guy is beyond awesome. BEYOND.
lead singer and founder of a band called GOGOL BORDELLO- which is another story on its own!
chk out a million other great vids of him being interviewed and performing on yt!
fuckin gem.

p.s he was casted as the lead in a movie madonna directed called filth and wisdom!!
you see what i mean, even she's got her eyes on him.

okay ciaos, forreal..

gravity gravity gravity

" Between the thought and the action, there lies the shadow."
- T.S Elliot

this. this here is speaking directly to me. i am forever, perpetually, always, in the shadow.
my thoughts often dont translate. somewhere in between trying to excecute it, it gets lost. either that or it just loses its initial momentum. BAD, real bad.
like my teacher says, its time to smell the shit. and yeah, its hitting me right in the face about now.

action, action, action
fast, fast, fast.
now, now, now.
move, move, move.

and i'm on my way back down again

Come on, oh my star is fading/

And I see no chance of release/

And I know I'm dead on the surface/

But I am screaming underneath/

And time is on your side/

Its on your side now/

Not pushing you down/

And all around, no/

It's no cause for concern/

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain/

And I'm on my way back down again/

Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose/

Sick to the stomach/

You can say what you mean/

But it won't change a thing/

I'm sick of the secrets/

Stood on the edge, tied to a noose/

You came along and you cut me loose/

You came along and you cut me loose/

You came along and you cut me loose.

- Amsterdam, Coldplay

issac you're so fine

so hot.

seriously, beat THAT.

We're going down the road to tiny cities made of ashes/ I'm going to hit you on the face/ I'm going to punch you in your glasses/ I'm wearing myself a t-shirt that says The world is my ashtray/ Our hearts pump dust and our hairs all grey/ And I just got a message that said/ Yeah, hell has frozen over/ I got a phone call from the lord saying/ Hey boy, get a sweater, right now/ Does anybody know a way that a body could get away? Does anybody know a way?

seeing these vids re-ignited my love for modest mouse. i'd kill to see them live.

p.s listen to little motel. amazing amazing song!