mental mental.

Procrastination is the bane of my existence.
I had a good one week but i ended up going to town at 9.30am yesterday to take pictures for a project due yesterday. Needless to say, i didn't make it to class.
I had a minor panic attack as well, worrying about that and a photo shoot today, which is a story in itself.

Subtleties can take a back seat for now.
Weakness is a sin.
Niceness, when spiralled out of control, can evolve into hypocrisy.
Weakness is a sin.
I am seeing stars and dreaming of the cosmos.
Weakness is a sin.

These couple of days have been a whirl.
Thank god tomorrow is a holiday.

pigeon hole coop

This past week, i have been holed up living as a hermit. I know, why so serious? U see, i skipped 3 out of 4 days of school + went to see the doctor twice. A case of the usual fever and the entire slew of ailments that comes with it, just that i dont know why my case was probably more severe in that the nasty fever refused to back down. Right now, i am still experiencing some of the after-effects that has wrecked my poor body. Agh. i can only blame it on myself. Luckily, its the one week break now, which isnt much of a break considering i have heaps to catch up with. I just wish now there was another week, and another week. GAghh..!!!:(

the great gig in the sky

Saturday's niceness: Moonlit picnic-Devendra stylezzz~~~
snazzy oufits, keli's marching band + roll-on-grass antics, S's literally five-sec-after effects of alc, van's playlist, expired camel filters, tealights+ the brightest moon, finger-lickin gd brownie cheesecake, lantern-bearers, gin shots, moments of high & bouts of emo...

t'was all good.

Sunday's niceness: Oktoberfest!

Sadly, the very fried and unhealthy food+ copious amts of alc+ my feebling(is there such a word?) immune system have wrecked havoc to reduce me to one sickly kid now.

I know, I am suchh a weakling:/

another kind of war

Are we really victims of circumstances or do we in fact capitalise on them and use it as a convenient excuse for our doings?

Its just inevitable that we are all placed in such different situations which we have no control over, but to use that as a pretext would be react by ignorance.

Velvetine Goldmine

Okay, this i have been obsessing over this for days already and i thought, i'd finally share this little piece of amazing with you. I am talkin about the 1998 movie, Velvet Goldmine. Whats so brilliant is its 70's glam rock- and by that i mean the whole slew of icons at that time (David Bowie, Marc Bolan, Lou Reed & Iggy Pop just to name a few) meets Oscar Wilde (influences here and there) meets an unbelievable lineup of actors. Of which, i am only concerned with these two of course- Jonathan Rhys Meyers and and Ewan Macgregor.
AH, CAN IT GET ANY BETTERRR,seriously. KILL-LERRRRR.

I forgot to add they play lovers~ SIZZUHHLINN.
and this, THIS is a little piece of heaven:):):)

i swear i had to watch this back and forth for like 5 times to actually internalise what he was saying, the whole time just fixated on his godddamn amazing face.

sadly i havent seen the film cos i just cant get my hands on it:( but i ll get it, soon.

the paradigm shift

pla·teau [pla-toh or, especially Brit., plat-oh]
–noun
3.Psychology. a period of little or no apparent progress in an individual's learning, marked by an inability to increase speed, reduce number of errors, etc., and indicated by a horizontal stretch in a learning curve or graph.

i need a spike, fast.

(artwork from http://www.hilarypecis.com/november%2018/Home.html)

the perfect girl

I stared at the girl in this painting the moment i saw it and just...stared- part amazement, part envy. If she existed in real life i'd prob wont be able to take my eyes off.. haha.
Dont get me wrong, I just appreciate beauty when i see it..

from http://jonathanlevinegallery.com/

darylxsamsonite

I hope these dont pass off as laughable but i was made to do an imaginary series of Samsonite ads for advertising class recently and roped my brother in to pose as model. He gladly agreed, so with my idea of fashion-forwardness, these are some of the many shots i think are still passable. Teehee..

his idea, not mine..haha
the most pro-lookin one of the lot i think

Anyone in need of a model? hahaa